Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Rotary= Happy...GRRRREAT!

So today I got a $1000 scholarship from AV Rotary and I'm really excited. for my interview I spoke really honest and about God and my goals and I got it! So I'm pretty stoked. I really just want to lessen the burden for my dad. Two kids in college is enough to make someone commit financial suicide but I'm trying.

On another note...I'M SO SICK OF SCHOOL! Not just because the year is almost over but HIGH SCHOOL is almost over. Boy do I want something different. Steubenville is going to be amazing. I can't wait to go visit there with my aunt cookie.....heh...cookie. you know, come to think of it, I don't know her real name. I always just knew her by the delicious flour/sugary morsel we always called her by. but she be aight.

And I really can't deal w/ some of these people anymore. I've got people who, to my convenience, have really stabbed me right in the heart. I even went so far as to tell one of them off and would you believe it...SHE IS STILL LEECHING ON! AHHHHH! I'm really passed this whole thing. Not to say that I'm "more mature" because in a lot of ways I am certainly not, but to go out of my element and meet knew people would be a blessing.

Oh and let's not even mention the fact that I really want a guy to be w/. I've got plenty of best friends like C-ris and b-rad but I want a boyfriend. I can wait until college...but what if I'm not "holy" or "pure" enough for the guys there. I've met people here in CA that have my humor and similar goals and beliefs that really strike me as relationship material...but I'm leaving.

Like tony the tiger.....this is just GRRRRRRREAT!